The Fashion of Theology and Hearts

as i laid there
on the floor of the room where i once contemplated the Revelation of God to man
broken and hurting
weak and unable
with a Bible stretched out, as my eyes fixated on
"My Grace is sufficient for you; For Power is perfected in Weakness."

broken hearts and cloudy minds can't pray like the way they are suppose to.
despondent souls and detached spirits can't feel their Creator as the Father cares to.

The Helper intercedes
with groanings too deep for words to understand
because i don't know how to pray
i don't know how to pray in a way to express the horrors of shame and failure and pain

But the One who gave it all, does,

and sends His Spirit to empower

so that we can dissipate the things that make our hearts insincere
and come before our holy God in our time of need, honest broken hearts

and God looks to us

and our cries

and His loving arms embrace

and squeeze

squeezes the darkness out

as my mind races with things i want to communicate
and my mouth pours out things that i don't understand
and my broken ugly pieces of heart-substance shed their disgusting coverings
and my soul is enveloped by light and love

20 minutes pending - i was hopeless

5 minutes- pending - i am awaken and alive

the Power of God and His Resurrection

GOD IS MOVING
Shall we move with Him?
God is on the move
Are we moving with Him?

i'm thankful

i'm thankful for God's creation

i'm thankful for the brothers and sisters i have in Christ

i'm thankful for His mercy that He consistently has for me

I'm thankful for His loving arms and saving hand

I'm thankful for the abundant blessings He gives

I'm thankful that He speaks

I'm thankful that He atoned for my sins that i might be able to commune with Him freely

I'm thankful that He delights in my praises

I'm thankful for the ministry He has given me

I'm thankful for knowledge and wisdom

i'm thankful for spiritual gifts

i'm thankful for His Spirit, for guidance and empowerment

I'm thankful for His love, everlasting love

i'm thankful for His grace that is sufficient

i'm thankful for His still soft whisper

I'm thankful for His position as High Priest, who emphasizes with all of my humanity

I'm thankful for His prayer for me while in the garden

I'm thankful for compassion on the distressed and dispirited lost

i'm thankful for his strength and power

i'm thankful for His answers to prayers

I'm thankful for His sanctification

I'm thankful for His propitiation

I'm thankful for His desire for us and delight in me

I'm thankful for providence

I'm thankful for His guidance

I'm thankful for His sweetness

I'm thankful for His broken heart

I'm thankful for His healing on us

I'm thankful for the chance to be thankful

I'm thankful
help me be thankful, Lord.