The Fashion of Theology and Hearts

i wouldn't necessarily say this is the calm before the storm
because as this ship of my life sets out, it has no idea whether the sea holds an adventure of calms and refuge, or qualms and deluge.
and sincerely, it's fairly irrelevant information, and it always was.
i counted the cost way before life ever took me here.
and as that famous church song resounds, either idly or passionately, "Jesus paid it all"- and i wouldn't assume that this New Life doesn't require any less of me
obviously not in the sense that i can ever pay back the vast amount that Jesus paid, but that i might - offer to God acceptable worship, with reverence and awe, - I will pay my vows to the LORD in the presence of all his people, -

i find it no coincidence that while the bible teachers are speaking about faith, my faith would be put to the test
not my saving entitling faith, of being a christian
but the type that signifies dependency and confidence
that says, " We don't know what to do... but our eyes are on You"

there's no methodology for life, there's no formulas, there's no script, nor blueprints.
Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth.
all i can do is set my mind on the things above
i don't know what else to do
all that i'm even pretty sure is, that's all i can do, and that's what i need to do

even if everything and everyone changes around me, and nothing is the same, everything's changed
i'm not going to do anything differently,
i'm convinced the answer to everything is, just wake up, pray to God that we would hear Him and believe Him, and go from there

He'll speak
if i listen...

i think that's a big part of faith, awareness and trust.

RHYTHM starts tomorrow


The chief object of education is not to learn things but to unlearn things. - G.K. Chesterton

Ladies and Gentleman, Friends and Family
With this, i embark on a new chapter of this adventure, of the desperate romance of Christianity.

*NEW REVISE* (i figured this one was easier to read)